I had "the talk" with Justin today. It was wonderful. Like
Me "Hi nutcase!"
Him "aw, hi sweetie. whats up?"
me "uhm.. ALOT. I think I have some as news...."
him "really? what?"
me "I wont apply for visa, cause.. uhm.. it looks like i'll get
to see a gender therapist already this fall/winter" him "omg. a
gender therapist? thats SO awesome!! I am so happy for you.."
me "oh yeah.. and i've met someone.. you remember Immanuel?"
him "oh yeah.. yeah, I do. Thats cool.. so, does he like you
back?"
me "yeah, well.. yes. yes he does"
him "aaaw.."
*lots of "i loooove yoooou"'s and "i just want you to be happy"s and "you are my bestest friend in the whole woooorld"*
Me "so, like.. i mean, the distance isnt fair.. and since im not going to canada it will be hard for us to actually have a relationship.. and now there's Immanuel.."
Him "yeah, like.. I love you but i think its a smart idea to.. go back to being best friends"
Me "ahuh..."
*he updates me about his life*
me "anyway, so.. you're not mad at me or anything like that?"
him "no no no! Im happy for you, I promise!"
me "alright. Imma.. go"
him "aw, right, okey. I love you.. cheekkisses!"
me "aw. i love you too."
I am so happy right now.
I cant describe it.
*pokes immanuel*
<3
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